Insomnia

I'm going back to work on Thursday. I have two main concerns, the first being an unsettling and irrational fear of daycare. The second, insomnia. I haven't had more than a short nap in the last three days. I'm so beyond tired that I can't fall asleep. I thought maybe the TV had my brain too busy, so I shut it off. After an hour of silence, I tried the radio. When that didn't help, I got up and sat in the living room. All of this "day time" that I'm having would be super helpful if I wasn't too tired to get up and do anything. I don't know what I'm going to do when I'm back to work. If sensory hour doesn't put me to sleep, nothing will.

Lori, Jess, Mom, and Eilish all stopped by tonight. They took their turns with Audrie while I folded her never ending pile of laundry. We watched Toy Story 3, Eilish cried :] Made me feel guilty about how I treated my toys. I wrote on them in pen, I cut their hair, I left them all over the play room. I can already tell that Audrie is going to "play nice" with her toys!! Best buds :]

Aaaaand she's sleeping, so I'm gonna head out to the garage and get my old car cleaned out and ready to go to it's new owner!! I'm NOT going to miss that thing. Okay, I always get emotionally attached to my cars. We nearly died together.. you don't forget that kind of thing.


Thanks for reading!